30/38 In limbo

Still hanging by one nail
Wanting to go one way or the other
A dream took me
Off the cross
To visit
The bones of St. James

Video still: Santiago cathedral

The tomb
Grieving death
Whose?
His?
Mine?
Which me?
Which life?
What is laid to rest?

Video still: tomb of St. James, Santiago

His altar
Place of sacrifice
Where ritual blood flows
Blood!
St. James
Slaughtering
Who?
Me?

Video still:self portrait

Damn, no!
Time not right
Not ready
I am
In process
Still
Living
El Camino